fml.

I'm so out of it. I'm on this roller coaster again with this dude. I'm sad today :(

tis all.

mirror, mirror.

I don't understand why I'm constantly setting myself up for disappointment. I hate people that say they are going to do something and don't. It's my biggest pet peeve. Definately not a quality I want in my future somebody. Everyone says it's because I'm too nice and forgiving. But I thought that's how you're supposed to be. Guess not. I mean, being nice and keeping lame people in my life has gotten me... no where. hm .

wondering

How long will it take for people to find this blog? It's a secret at the moment and I'm kinda diggin that. We'll see how long it lasts.

It's a secret.

I'm feeling super lonely lately. It's strange how I can spend hours and hours hanging out and being around people but still feel this way. Feeling isolated is exhausting. But I'm grateful for this feeling because now I will know just how sweet it is to feel completely unalone. Until that time, I'm getting sucked into feeling ridiculous and unimportant.

may I present

my day.

this is what I do.

I make create accounts on multiple social networking and blogging type sites then I make more. This will be my main project of the time being. Basically I just need a site to write write write in order to feel like I've done something each day.